Things were going really well and then I had a moment of weakness.  I ate a balogne sandwich.   For some reason I just started craving balogne.  I should have skipped the cheese and Mayo and put it on wheat bread, but I didn't.  It fit into my calories, but I am worried it will lead to more cravings and times that I give in to them.  Well, I will be a little more careful not to let that happen again.  Now, there is another problem I am facing.  My son is selling candy for cub scouts so we have a giant box of M&M's, Skittles, and Snicker bars in the house.  Chocolate is my BIGGEST weakness.  I am trying to avoid even looking at it, but just knowing it's here is driving me crazy.  I think Adam is going to take it to work this weekend and hopefully sell it all.  Please pray for me, lol. 

 

Onto The Biggest Loser episode this week.  I was soooooooooooooo Happy when Kelly and Paul won the weigh-in.  They seem like such sweet people, I am rooting for them the whole way.  Like I said before, I want everyone to succeed with their weight loss, I just feel a bond with Kelly.  As for Dan and Jackie, I was so surprised they didn't pick family over game.  It kind of stinks that it didn't even help them.  I would have picked family, but that is just me, I still really like them too.  I feel really bad for Neil and Amanda, but he should have spoke up for himself when they were in danger of being eliminated.  I hope they continue to succeed at home.  I really wish I could get up the courage to actually complete the application for a chance to be on the show.  I have filled out the application part twice already, but I get nervous when it comes to doing the video.  I just hate getting my hopes up and then not being chosen.  I have dealt with that my whole life and I have a hard time with rejection.  I may try again when they cast for next season, but I am nervous, if by some miracle I was picked, I would miss a lot of my baby daughters first year of life along with many of her firsts (first steps, words, tooth, etc.).  I wish I knew how people could do it. 

 

Lastly, we weighed in on Tuesday and I was a little disappointed to see only 3 lbs.  I was so close to getting under 300.  I hope it will happen next week.  I am proud of Adam though, he lost another 4.6 lbs.  I hope once we start hitting the gym and pool it will go quicker.  Well, until next time.....