I can't believe black actually won the weigh-in again.  I am really happy for them, but I love Bob and I feel bad for him.  As far as them voting off Trent, even though he volunteered, I felt so bad for him.  I thiink he needed to be there.  Kelly and Paul are still my favorites and they are not disappointing me with their weigh-ins.  They are doing awesome.  Bernie and Brittany are great too, I pull a lot of inspiration and motivation from them.  I get a lot of inspiration and motivation from almost all of them.

 

As far as me auditioning next weekend in NYC, I found someone who might go with me,  I am sooooo excited.  I am going to make a tape as well in case things don't go as planned at the casting call.  I'm going to go get my hair done, get waxed (unfortunately that includes my lip...ouch), and my nails done tomorrow just to be ready to impress.  Besides, I think I deserve some pampering after working my butt off the past few weeks to lose these 19.4 lbs.

 

Lastly, I just want to thank everyone for the wonderful words of encoouragement I have been getting, it really does make all the difference.  So THANK YOU, without you all this journey might have ended a lot sooner than I would have wanted.