Well, we weighed in today and the results were less than satisfying.  I gained 2 and Adam gained 1.  My disappointment turned to stupidity when we ate junk.  We ate cheeseburgers and fries for dinner and we had a fried fish sandwhich for lunch.  i am totally ashamed of this.  I don't know why I get so down on myself when I slip up.  I should've just kept going and I know from experience things would have been better next week.  Now I am going to see this slip up on the scale next week and I am going to be even more disappointed.  We are going to do our best to get back on track and continue our weight LOSS journey. 

 

Okay, now the show.  I was so disappointed in Paul, why didn't he even try to be good at home.  I feel so bad for him, he was doing so well.  He obviously wasn't ready to be home and now he has to do it all alone.  I wish him all the luck in the world and I pray to God he can find the strength to continue.  I don't understand what his team was thinking.  I don't think they have a prayer in the world to win another weigh-in without Paul.  I could be wrong and I hope I am  because I want them to beat blue so bad.  I like most of Blue and Bob, but I always root for the underdog. 

 

Now for the open call in NYC.  I believe I found someone to go with me.  I met a nice young girl on the BLC site that sounds really interested.  We are going to talk more tomorrow, I hope it all works out.  I really had to psych myself up for even trying to become a contestant and now I am ready to go all the way.  Please wish me luck, I'll let you know how it goes.

 

Until next time....